8- abril-2010

The day is gray today cause you left,
the wind blows so cold and freezes my heart.
You went so far away and maybe you're not coming back
i prayed every day for you to stay with me only one more day.

I wish i could share with you this day
remember how we used to say we rather cloudy days than sunny days?
and suddenly the phone ringing isn't that appealing to me
is just another noise in an empty room.

There's sadness in my heart,
i can't explain why
even though i miss you
im still alive, cause i'll save in my soul the hope to see you again
and if you're happy now, im happy for you
have a nice life even if im not in it.

I love you so much more than i care to admit
i want you so, that for me there are no limits
i miss you so, 'cause you were a saviour to me
i need you so, to be a better person,
you taught me a lot of lessons: to accept,
to live with no regrets, to love, to feel and to heal my broken soul.

Breathe, only breathe, cause without you i feel like choking,
my head is exploting, im feeling disapointed, very broken and drowned.
If something is keeping me alive and awake is your memory,
all the things you said to me, your voice, your smile,
your hair, your singing, gosh! i love your singing!

You left a mark on this scared skin,
you warmed my frozen heart,
you made me realize maybe there's no tomorrow,
and we should say the things we want to say NOW...

Today is a moment i'll remember for the rest of my life,
you gave me two weeks, but i reminisce that and it seems a whole life.








-Im still missing you... in case that you were wondering...in fact i always wonder... what could have been? dont you?